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Interesting how people think your life is easy just because you don’t talk about the things you go through
I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.
kaveh akbar, ‘calling a wolf a wolf’ // doc luben, 'love letters or suicide notes’ // @/nutnoce, tumblr // 'my body’s made of crushed little stars’, mitski // @/ojibwa, tumblr // 'spring’, mary oliver
Jennette McCurdy, I’m Glad My Mom Died
why do i wanna watch myself bleed everytime im sad
one thing about me is that i will cry. i cry when i’m happy, i cry when i’m sad, i cry when i am angry, i cry when i am tired, and i cry when i think about life
Sometimes I don’t cry at all. I’ve got no tears left.
Is it weird that I’m ok with feeling replaceable?
I’m happy being there for someone… and then silently fading away once they find someone that makes them happier.
It still hurts, but I just want them happy.
Even if it’s never with me.
Half of me trying to stay on track other half don’t care about shit on this earth
I feel like I am walking through a lake
It’s dark and I can’t see the shore
The water gets deeper with every step I take
And every step is harder than the one before
How much farther can I go?
I don’t know.
things end, people change, life goes on.
Stephanie Garber, Once Upon a Broken Heart
“Omg, I’m finally healing”
(It’s been one second without my mind self sabotaging and I’ll have one of those thoughts within the next second)
I wish I was never born, that way I wouldn’t have to worry about killing myself











